So, here I am heading into my 8th year of this trial and right now I'm just filled with sadness. Sure there has been so many years that I have been angry over this situation but right now I'm just so sad.
I'm sad because I look at the same walls I have looked at since I was 8 years old. I'm sad because I don't think the situation will be changing anytime soon. I'm sad because no matter how hard I try time stops for no one. I'm sad because I realize now that the dreams I had are just that dreams.
I know I always sound hopeful at the end, but today I just need to feel sad.